“13 Now when Joshua was near Jericho, he looked up and saw a man standing in front of him with a drawn sword in his hand. Joshua went up to him and asked, “Are you for us or for our enemies?”

14 “Neither,” he replied, “but as commander of the army of the LORD I have now come.” Then Joshua fell facedown to the ground in reverence, and asked him, “What message does my Lord have for his servant?”

15 The commander of the LORD’s army replied, “Take off your sandals, for the place where you are standing is holy.” And Joshua did so.”

Joshua 5:13-15

Joshua is my all-time favorite Old Testament hero. He was a soldier and he knew how to take orders and he never questioned those orders (kinda like our husbands right?) As the Israelites approached Jericho, they were tired and covered with 40 years of desert dust. They had just celebrated the crossing of the Jordan and readied themselves to celebrate the Passover feast. That Passover was very special because “The manna stopped the day after they ate this food from the land; there was no longer any manna for the Israelites, but that year they ate the produce of Canaan.” (Joshua 5:12) I am sure that the Israelites had mixed feelings about the stop in manna production. It probably did not taste like fine French cuisine but it represented a daily reminder of God’s provision for them. But on that day the manna stopped.

I also wonder how Joshua felt that day. He had led the armies in battle while Moses was in command and became Moses’ replacement (see Deuteronomy 31:1-8). So far so good. Joshua successfully led them into the promise land and crossed the Jordan river. Now they were facing Jericho. Jericho was going to be a decisive battle in the conquest of Canaan.

“13 Now when Joshua was near Jericho, he looked up and saw a man standing in front of him with a drawn sword in his hand. Joshua went up to him and asked, “Are you for us or for our enemies?”

Are you for us or for our enemies? Neither. Don’t you love the response? Neither. God is not here to support our plans or our enemies’ plans. He is here to fulfill His plans. Regardless of how good my or your plan may seem, God’s plan will always prevail in the end. Joshua knew that and responded by asking, “What message does my Lord have for his servant?” What a beautiful image of worship that is. Joshua was about to face the battle of a lifetime but he is aware that his own plans are futile if they do not line up with the LORD’s plans.  He doesn’t ask, “please grant me and your people victory” or “please make my sword sharper” or even “please turn my men into invisible ninjas”. No, he falls facedown in worship and asks, “What message does my Lord have for me?”

Shouldn’t we do the same? Instead of forcing our plans and wishes on God by praying for Him to bless them, shouldn’t we ask about His plans and how we can be part of it today? When you and I do this, I guarantee you that we will be successful and that our prayers will be answered every time.

What message does my Lord have for me?

Submitted by Muriel Gregory

Submitted by Amanda Villiers, PWOCI Administrative Coordinator

“…For I know the plans I have for you,” declares the Lord, “plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future…” Jeremiah 29:11

This has always been one of my favorite scriptures… but, this particular truth has taken on new meaning for my family this year. We found out sometime this spring that my husband would be heading off for his 4th deployment overseas. The thing that I struggled with the most was the fact my husband was going to be deployed with a “non-deployable” unit… Although we had hoped to be stable for 3 years before the army would again send him overseas… the Lord had other plans! From this scripture, I know the Lord wants me to prosper. I looked up various definitions of the word prosper and here is what I found it to mean; to thrive (more than just surviving), steadily grow (where He has called me), and undergo a transformation (through my circumstance). We may not always know why the Lord brings certain circumstances into our lives, we just need to trust that His plan is PERFECT! It also gives me peace knowing that in His infinite wisdom, He has the “big picture” in mind!

Where are you putting your trust, hope and confidence… is it in the world or your circumstance? How about your spouse or your kids, your physical health or your financial well-being? Make Christ your one HOPE and the one constant in your life…even in the ever changing military life! I encourage you to meditate on this scripture as well when the Lord calls you into a new season or unexpected change in your life!

Find rest, Oh my soul, in God alone; my hope (expectation in the KJV) comes from him. He alone is my rock and my salvation; he is my fortress, I will not be shaken. My salvation and my honor depend on God; he is my mighty rock, my refuge. Trust in him at all times, O people; pour out your hearts to him, for God is our refuge.                                                                        Psalm 62:5-8 NIV

LifeHappensBanner

Cry of Desperation

As I walked around the apartment in Friedberg, Germany, I cried out to God to help me overcome damage from the past. Pacing back and forth, Bible in hand, I read Romans 12:2 aloud, “Do not conform any longer to the pattern of this world, but be transformed by the renewing of your mind. Then you will be able to test and approve what God’s will is—his good, pleasing and perfect will.”

The year was 1999 and I had reached a point of desperation. Decades of dissatisfaction with myself brought personal interrogation: What’s wrong with me? Why can’t I be different? Why do I get so angry? Why am I so unhappy? Nine years earlier I was on a quest to get these questions answered with the help of a qualified Christian counselor, but I moved away and neglected to continue my quest. As a result, unresolved anger, bitterness and resentment took up residence in my soul. They enjoyed each other’s company like members of a sick, twisted, dysfunctional family. Their father, Satan, used them to full advantage.

The Enemy of my soul succeeded in rendering me depressed, unmotivated, insecure, confused, fragmented, and ineffective. This swirling brew of footholds trapped me in a pit of muck and mire. In Scripture, muck, or mud, and mire represent anything that entraps us like quicksand (Psalm 69:14). In my case, these footholds began developing early in life. An unhealthy, discouraging childhood shaped me into a miserable woman with no sense of self, no clear identity, no sense of purpose or value or worth. As more damage accumulated, the footholds became strongholds binding me in a straight jacket of lies and false beliefs. I believed I was unworthy, bad, wrong, inadequate, inferior, helpless and hopeless. My victim mentality gave Satan more power over me. The lies and false beliefs he planted in my brain affected every area of my life.

I needed help but didn’t know where to turn. Germany wasn’t exactly brimming with Christian counselors, and I didn’t feel comfortable going to a secular social worker or anyone in the military system. What would people think? Feeling isolated and alone, I continued down the path I’d been on – praying for God to deliver me while attempting to make changes in my own strength. My changes were false and temporary, directed from the outside in. I felt like some unknown force had a grip on me so powerful, so deeply rooted, that I couldn’t break free … no matter what I did.

My superficial attempts at behaving differently, changing my attitudes, and being more positive resulted in failure and frustration. Only Jesus, through the work of the Holy Spirit, had the power to transform me from the inside out. Fortunately, I was at the place where I acknowledged having a problem and I sought God’s deliverance. However, my approach and expectations were unrealistic. I didn’t just beg God to change me. I expected Him to reach down inside my soul and supernaturally pull out the strongholds. I wanted Him to heal me on the spot … or shortly after my pleading began. Yeah, right.  He had a very different plan – a plan I wouldn’t wish on anyone.

TO BE CONTINUED …

Women of PWOC, stay connected! In the coming weeks I will continue sharing my Journey of Transformation from being wounded and angry to healed and thriving. My purpose in sharing this story is to glorify God, to show the truth about Him, to display His goodness and provision in the midst of suffering, and to give you hope. No matter where you find yourself at this time in your life be assured that God is trustworthy and faithful despite how you feel about Him. He does have good plans for you. “For I know the plans I have for you,” declares the Lord, “plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future” (Jer. 29:11).

LauraFirtko

 

Life Happens – Jesus Answers” is a weekly column addressing the challenges we face in life, coupled with the presence and grace of Jesus, our One True Source of hope and peace. The column’s author, Laura Firtko, can be reached by email here: LifeHappens@pwoc.org

© 2012 PWOC International Blog Suffusion theme by Sayontan Sinha