Submitted by Gervais Baptist
I just read the saddest words in the Bible. Get ready, here they are: “From this time many of his disciples turned back and no longer followed him.” That’s John 6:66. This verse fills me with sorrow as I picture disappointed, disillusioned faces turning away from Jesus, people walking slowly home, not sure what to do next. The verse seems contradictory: how could “disciples” turn back and no longer follow their Teacher? A disciple, by definition, chooses to follow. A disciple commits himself to his Teacher, trusting that the Teacher knows something he does not, something he needs to know and one day hopes to learn. What in the world would cause these followers of Jesus, these so-called disciples, to turn back?
Looking back in chapter six, verses 30 and 31, some in the crowd had asked Jesus to show them a miraculous sign, such as calling manna to fall down from heaven. They dared Jesus to compete with Moses. Jesus answered by calling himself the bread of life. “He who comes to me will never go hungry, and he who believes in me will never be thirsty”(verse 35). This statement caused literal-minded listeners to grumble. And if that wasn’t bad enough, Jesus challenged them further by announcing, in verse 53, that “unless you eat of the flesh of the son of man and drink his blood, you have no life in you.” Imagine grimacing faces, disgusted retorts, and angry confusion. It is as if Jesus said, “Not only do I refuse to perform a miracle to make you believe, I tell you something that will make it harder for you to believe!” This is no circus act, folks. This is your Messiah.
As many of his disciples walked away, Jesus turned to the Twelve. “You do not want to leave too, do you?” (verse 67). Now, get ready to read the happiest words in the Bible: “Simon Peter answered him, ‘Lord, to whom shall we go? You have the words of eternal life. We believe and know that you are the holy one of God.’” (verses 68-69)
I doubt that the Twelve understood what Jesus said about eating his flesh and drinking his blood, any more than the rest of the crowd did. Maybe they were just as disgusted and confused. But the beautiful difference is that they stuck with Jesus anyway. When life does not make sense, do we wander away from the Lord? Or do we stay right beside him, trusting that He is God, He is in charge, and one day it will all make sense? Discipleship is not about perfect understanding; it’s about loyalty. The Lord loved us enough to draw us to Himself. Now will we love Him enough to stay there, even when life is discouraging, confusing, and downright strange?


