Submitted by Yadira Call, West Region, VP
As I have prayed over what to share, one area of my life that the Lord brought to mind was Total Surrender. In John 15:4 I am reminded, when I remain in God then I am depending on Him. When I am surrendering to Christ then He becomes my constant source of strength as a Christian. There are two events in my life that I would like to share that have challenged me to daily surrender to Christ.
When in high school my father led a ministry for two years. This ministry caused my family’s life to be shaken to the core, causing physical and spiritual damage. During that time I couldn’t depend on my father, who was consumed with ministry, and my mom had fallen into a depression. I had youth pastors that loved and encouraged me in God’s Word. They helped me to trust God during those hard times. That was my first experience with surrendering to God my situation.
John 15:2 showed me that the pruning process hurts and can be difficult but necessary to grow as a Christian. I didn’t completely allow myself to surrender my hurts to God during that time. So, I tried to control my life and told God I would never serve as a leader in church because of what I had gone through. But God in His grace would bring me to a place of surrendering.
I was in college and studying to attend medical school and do medical missions. I thought I was doing God’s will for my life. Then I met my husband, a man who loves Lord and has been called by God to serve as a pastor! Despite the calling he had on his life, I had told God I would never be a leader in a church setting, EVER! Daniel challenged me to seek God and HIS direction for my life.
Over the next year God brought me to a different place of surrender. I began to see that I was living independently apart from God. John 15:5 showed me that when I choose not to surrender to God, I can do nothing. I wasn’t depending on God in any area of my life but rather depending on what I could control. God was letting me see the lack of surrender in my life for a second time.
I’m still learning to surrender daily to God. Despite my imperfections, God continues to pursue me and asks me to daily recognize that my life needs to be in total TRUST (of my circumstances), SURRENDER (my desire, will, agenda), and DEPENDENCY (my expectations) on Him.
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